Apr 28 2003
a year of blog
yes. it has been one year since i first started posting in this particular incarnation of my page o’ rambling/journal/blog thing. and what a strange trip it’s been. i can’t say that it’s been the happiest year. nor can i say it’s been the most fun or interesting year. but it’s been a year of me sticking to something, even though most of the time i feel like packing my bags and moving to a cave. and that deserves some sort of commemoration.
so here we go. jamelah’s blog: retrospective ramblings…
the blog was born one afternoon while i was bored at work. i remember being very well dressed that day. i was in the middle of a black depression that i still haven’t quite shaken. i wanted to write it all down… i wanted to sort out everything and have a record of how i saved myself.
i lost track of that somewhere. instead, this has become a record of those random things i think sometimes and don’t mind telling to other people. i quit bothering with salvation, and i’m not sure i ever bothered with depth. now i have some place to type. it’s not what i wanted, but it’s what i have, and somehow it works for me. so that’s enough, i guess.
but enough of this ridiculous thinking. you don’t pay me to be serious.
you don’t pay me at all.
you should pay me. either in cash, or large expensive presents. you think about that, while we’re moving on, okay? no pressure, or anything. just…. consider it.
i wanna give a shout out to my favorite posts on this here blog thing:
1. how i will die
2. fuck
3. more accurately me
4. stuff
5. lovely spam…
mmmmmhmmmmm.
so, looking back on all the blog, i guess i just have one thing to say:
happy birthday, dear bloggy… happy birthday to you.
